Theres nothing I can say that will make all this go away, but what may make you feel better is knowing that other people are in your position aswell. I know that there are a few girls on this forum that are young and pregnant too. Im 18 and 9 weeks pegnant, Im still happy with the father but theres no guarantee of wedding bells and Im far from getting my career sorted out. I dont intend to let having a baby young ruin my chances of ever getting a career. In fact it probably makes me more determined. You should have a read of the 'feeling sad' poll.. a story shared on that is really comforting, and shows you that its not the end of the world even though you may feel like that right now. Im not even gona start talking about doing the right thing, you will find out what that is with time. If your 5 months pregnant doesnt that mean that abortion is out of the question??? (Dont take my word on this). Which either leaves you with the option of adoption of simply keeping it. Whether you could give your baby up for adoption of not is obviously something only you would know. I dont know where your from? But im from England and here there is alot of financial (benefits, housing, childcare) help available here for teens with babies. You should look into that kind of information in your area to help you make up your mind, also look into abortion dates in case that is an option your considering. Just one last thing.... The likelyhood is, your parents reation (should you chose to tell them) will shock you. Alot of people find there parents to be very supportive after all you are their daughter and this is their grandchild. I got pregnant at 16 (miscarried) and I was amazed how supportive my Mum was. And you and your boyfriend, if you couldnt sort things out, maybe he would still be there for his baby. And if not
alot of women manage to raise a child on their own and im sure you wouldnt be alone family and friends will always be there for you. And you will fall in love again.
I hope I helped you a little!
Take Care x