Hey Im sorry to hear you are surrounded by so many selfish people. I have a pretty good idea of what its like having a miscarriage. Though I didn't have a misscarraige I had my baby at 27 weeks(this last august) and he only lived for a week and people seem to think I didn't have time to bond with him so I should have moved on right away. But your right you'll always miss that baby but you learn to deal with it. Theirs days where its like I walk into baby central and just get so fusterated as to why everyone gets to have a baby and not myself.
I hope that one day you are blessed with another child that grows up to be old and healthy.